Talk again

I want us to talk again __ the way we used to when the sun was coming up, and we were miles away from anywhere.
I want us to talk again __ about all the things we would think about,yet never thought to say out loud to anyone else.
I want us to talk again __ like the way we did before we wanted to do anything more than that. I want us to talk.
And if we never talk again, I want you to know that I miss thar most of all __ and every time the sun goes down, I think of all the things I wish I could tell you.
__ Memories;  Lang Leav

Every girl’s weapon.

 

Lipsticks. I know, I have enough lipsticks. Enough to use it for the whole year or more but what can I do? Can’t resist. If there’s one thing that would give me happiness it’s when I get one that I like the most.  It’s like they made me smile for whatever reasons they bring. As they say, the more the merrier. I’ve been a hoarder of lipstick for the past few years and I don’t regret any of it. If ever you’ll buy me a gift, just lipstick and I tell you, you’ll make a girl the happiest one. Its either the shade of nude or red. May it be dark or just a bloody red. And I will thank you like FOREVER.

Lay Ann ♥️

Life of mine.

There were times that I asked Lord, what are your plans for me? What am I gonna do with my life. I keep on asking Him until now. What is/are my purpose in this life of mine? Disgusting that I am always asking what are my real purpose but didn’t ask for His help and guidance to find what am I looking for.

So many shattered dreams, wasted time , tears fell down my face every time thinking about it. They may see me smiling, laughing and enjoying everything that comes my way. I tell you, I had the best family ever. I had the best parents, siblings, and of course cousins. i love them all. I have my friends that never touched my ego.  They made me feel that I belong, ALL THE TIME. I have the best around me, but why I feel so empty every now and then?

But at the end of the day, I thank my Lord for giving me hope, strength and everything. I didn’t blame Him of what I have become. NEVER IN MY LIFE. I am also thankful that I have JESUS in my life because if He’s not here, I have nothing. I AM NOTHING.

I hope sharing a little of my life would help me get over all of this. I know that in His perfect time everything would get better. Sooner or later.